For months I've worried about our friendship. I've known for some time that we were was on unstable ground. I've worried every time the caller ID showed your name or every time I saw your name on my e-mail Inbox. I have been afraid that I've said or done something to upset you again.
Yes, I knew about your feelings about the incident at the zoo. I'm sorry that all of that happened the way it did. But our other friends involved only wanted us to work it out. Please don't hold them responsible. I have a side of the story too, but at this point, that doesn't really matter. All I want to do is repair our friendship.
As for Ava's party, I was upset too. But mostly how things were happening with Mason. I was more emotional than I really should have been, but I left at the end of the party to try and keep my emotions in check. Again, I'm sorry that it appeared that I was trying to cause a scene. I hope Ava had a great time at her party. It was her special day, and she's a very special girl. Thank you again for having us and for paying for lunch.
I was different for a few months after I became pregnant. But as you know, most of us are when we have something like that happening to our body. I do go through a lot at home, but I try not to use it as an excuse. I'm glad you are worried for me during this time. It means that you still care for me and my well-being.
As I stated earlier, I truly only want to put all of these events behind us and do whatever it takes to repair our friendship. When I came to the preschool two years ago, I prayed for the friendships that I feel that I have now. I would never want to do anything to destroy them. In the future, I will not say anything to Ava (or to any of the other kids) about anything they do. It is not something you like and I understand (and respect) that. As I stated in my e-mail to you, I apologize for anything that I may have said to you that was short or smart. I truly didn't mean anything by it.
I love you and I love our friendship.
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